When you said ' i love you ' , and you forced me to say that too .
That was the happiness moment ever. But it all... ended like this.
Cause when everybody asked me why am i smiling to myself when i'm holding my phone. Out of 10, 9.9 reasons was from your sweetest text.And i'll tell them ' Sometime you would randomly laugh just because your crush tell you something ' But when my face turn black, like how the dashy's look like. The reasons was always you. You & you. I'm the one always calling & apologizing . Not you. Even if wasn't my fault, i still did. Did you ever realised ? I bet you did, but you're just taking it for granted. I don't mind, cause that's you, and i love you for yourself. But this time, i didn't, i asked myself not to. I've been suffering for too long . But if you want me to, i don't mind. I'm used to that feeling though. I will just wait for your texts now.
Cause when everybody asked me why am i smiling to myself when i'm holding my phone. Out of 10, 9.9 reasons was from your sweetest text.And i'll tell them ' Sometime you would randomly laugh just because your crush tell you something ' But when my face turn black, like how the dashy's look like. The reasons was always you. You & you. I'm the one always calling & apologizing . Not you. Even if wasn't my fault, i still did. Did you ever realised ? I bet you did, but you're just taking it for granted. I don't mind, cause that's you, and i love you for yourself. But this time, i didn't, i asked myself not to. I've been suffering for too long . But if you want me to, i don't mind. I'm used to that feeling though. I will just wait for your texts now.
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